A love letter to dad by his daughter who is full of remorse about her actions till now

Well this is me speaking, your daughter…
Yeah, undoubtedly u know a lot about me 
From being rude to unlovable ..
Yet there’s something you should know  about
A part of me, which is special
.priceless ,absolutely bleeding
I know it’s a not a apt time to speak about 
But just hear me out
Papa ..In some strange way, this little girl of yours is filled with remorse
Speaking truth,
Now I stand here,watching u closely and regretting how bad I was
regreting..why did I let u go..
even when fault is mine
I know u r wounded badly by every single word of ur little girl
I know you are forced to bear the pain
I know u r hurt 
I was lost in this shadow of social life
Shadow of teanage
Well,U tried to make me flawless 
But I made u to feel, u r a bad parent
Behaved as if I don’t like u
But there are truths that are untold
Truths that are longing to say
each truth has a lie thats hidden
wishing to go back and change all
piece by piece
And All I want to say is sorry  and try to fix us 
And hug u , and shout at u
 how much I love u 
But unfortunately all I can do is remorse 
Is my ego is bigger than ur love?
Well,I don’t know 
Cuz there’s always a war between what i want say and what i say
And my pity mouth won’t coordinate 
True 
So papa..alll I want to do is shed
 all these pain of remorse in ur hand
and show u my love…

with love

your daughter,
nancy ❤

Do Beautiful girls enjoy the perks of  being  beautiful??... 

Have u ever noticed some girls enjoy the unfair benefits of being beauty?Is looking good is an edge ?? Does it makes u feel life is unfair???well I have been thinking about these questions in regards of women although handsome men too have   some perks ..but i discuss only about women in this article..well Being beauty is a matter of genetics and gods gift,but unfortunately many girls tend to have easier time like getting everything from dates to jobs by using their beauty unfairly.They tend to get a lot of attention (though its uncessary) starting from their childhood.sometimes we feel ,people with beauty get their workdone without even putting  much efforts than a person with lot of efforts.Does it irritate u ..seeing those girls ??or ever felt bad of not being beauty?

But i tell u, over a period of time ,they will loose the attention they are getting and will be treated as garbage..and will wonder one day .."is it me or is it my body they want.."they will be surely search for the person who will love them for the whole they are..and the most important point is that "not all girls use their beauty to sue others.some tend to choose self respect and independency over beauty. they know which is permanent and which are not..Trust me, there are girls who are not using their beauty to get easier time..I even know some girls with beauty,who have 1000s of  facebook requests, still not accepting those..had 100s of followers, still not even looking at them and not using them..literally real beauty lies in the struggles u face in  the journey of establishing  ur individuality..

To be frank according to me, The very  big issue of relying on external beauty is "it make women more dependent on external validation".As they are grown up in the addiction of external validation,they will tend to get  attracted more towards men flirtings not on skills...thereby becoming week .so to all the women and men out there, lets not get to the point that all beautiful girls enjoy the perks,,some girls are there too... who never make their life easier by using their beauty..an to the those who are living by unfair benefits,all i can say is all  are just setting ur own pit and u will regret one day how you are..